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I am a reasonably normal girl in most other ways but I have this big secret and it's weighing me down, which is why I am posting on this forum now- I basically need someone to talk to about it! I know that my feelings are unnatural and shouldn't be acted upon, but the thought of doing so excites me.how do I get over this? Has anybody gone through/ is going through something similar? I don't feel comfortable telling any of this to a councillor or to friends and family. I'm not sure what set this into motion (though it has always been there). which have seemed to be getting stronger lately. I have a boyfriend that is the same age as me, though I find myself becoming increasingly disinterested in him due to my fantasies about young boys. I have no childhood traumas or abuse etc, I had an excellent childhood. I have also suffered from depression in the recent past. It may also be worth mentioning that I do suffer from OCD, however I don't believe this to be a case of POCD (obsessing about being a pedophile). I am actually bisexual but I am not attracted to underage girls AT ALL. I don't generally find myself attracted to boys under 10, however there have been a few instances in which I have been, though it is not in quite the same way as I desire the older boys. I find myself sexually attracted to boys that are usually around this age group, though it is not just sexual- sometimes I find myself desiring a relationship with them. I know I referred to myself as a 'pedophile', but (after doing some research into my attraction) I believe I am something called a 'hebephile', meaning I am mostly attracted to 11-14 year olds. Obviously this was fine when I was younger, but now that I am 20 it is a real problem. I am a 20 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have been attracted to young boys.
#Pimpandhost masha babko update#
It's part of a larger law called the Adam Walsh Child Protection and Safety Act of 2006, which requires convicted child molesters to be listed on a national Internet database and face a felony charge for failing to update their whereabouts.Hi, this is my first post here so I'm not sure quite what to expect or if I will even get any replies, but I really feel like I have no other place to turn for help. In July, President Bush signed Masha's Law, which dramatically increases the fines and penalties for downloading kiddie porn. There are dozens of notices of other pending cases, a number that does not begin to reflect the actual number of potential defendants in criminal and civil cases. Nine other people have been convicted in federal court for downloading Masha's pictures.
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Masha's courage may now assist lawmakers as they look for ways to combat the growing child-porn industry.Īuthorities say one in five children is now approached by online predators in what Congress calls a multibillion-dollar industry. "If they tell somebody, it's going to change." "Even if they are afraid to tell somebody, no matter what they think is going to happen, it's going to be for the better," she said. She also urged other victims to seek help. "He took away five years of my life that I could never get back," Masha said. In her "Primetime" interview, she told ABC News she felt Mancuso "stole" her childhood. She thanked correspondent John Quinones twice in her written testimony to Congress for helping to bring her story "to the whole world." Masha first told her story to "Primetime" in an effort to help other victims. People are still downloading them even though he has been in prison for two years," Masha said. "Matthew put my pictures on the Internet after he got me. They let him look at my pictures from Russia on the Internet even though they didn't really know anything about him." "Matthew found the adoption agency on the Internet. "You have to do something about the Internet," she wrote.
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"Because Matthew put my pictures on the Internet, the abuse is still going on," she said to legislators. She told Congress' Energy and Commerce Committee at its fourth such hearing this year that her horror hadn't ended. He was convicted in 2003 of distributing child pornography online and received a 35-year prison sentence on federal pornography charges, while facing additional charges. Masha's image caught the attention of authorities, who ultimately tracked her down and arrested Mancuso, removing her from his custody.